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Love + Loss

by ASDR

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I gaze at you, you don't gaze back I smile at you, you don't smile back I frown at you, you don't frown back Ah, why is it that you don't react? You look at me with white eyes An empty face, expressionless You don't return my feelings for you I wonder if it's because you died... Ah, how I remember vividly How I cut, dorodoro my knife through your veins oh how you stared Ah, I will never forget the aroma of your sweet red blood you were all over me The date was february the 14th the motive was clearly love you understood, why i called you out but you misinterpreted my intent waiting in our club room I sat, pondering what to say how I would convey to you that I would make you of my own You came in through the door wearing your usual smile I waved at you with my left had for the right hid a knife behind my back your pulse veins, your knee throats, your abdomen, your thorax With perfectly aimed swings I cut through them all And with one last, i severe your head Had I told you, maybe things would have gone differently. With a smile on your face, you'd have accepted me, before I would've happily... once again, once again take your life, take your life Crushing you skull with a brick Poisoning you with sweet Chocolate Piercing you with a pike Tearing you apart with a torture rack Yes, I'd do it again, without hesitation But unfortunatly I can't, which makes me sad You're fading away, or so it seems So in my collection I put you (Then, my next love interest is...)
2.
Hunter 03:30
I was flying like a bird When my heart entered in your sight. A bullet went through me in flight Then, I felt a pressure. . I was soaring like a bird When I have been shot down You passed through me until the bone Now I'm hurt forever . You're the hunter, the hunter of my heart You're the hunter, the hunter of my heart. . I was falling like a bird With a sliver trapped inside You picked me up, thinking i died With your hands of black leather . I was crashed down like a bird 'cause of a too heavy heart Then you discarded me in dirt Since, I'm decaying forever. . You're the hunter, the hunter of my heart You're the hunter, the hunter of my heart.
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blue.exe 05:23
、「aaaa... セ、侃ト、ア、・ソ、皃ヒ。「゚^ネ・、ホジ、ハ、イ、ヲ、テ、ソ。「 kimi wo mitsukeru tame ni, kako no boku wo nageutta In order to find you, I threw away the past me ノ釥ッ。「ノ釥ッ。「アッ、キ、ッシナ、キ、ッノォ、゚、ヒノ・fukaku, fukaku, kanashiku sabishiku iromi ni shizumu Sinking into a deep, deep, sad and lonely hue エホ、ホテ・ヒメ侃ト、ア、ソ。「ユ贏、ヒ。「シνョ、ハ誧、、、・tsugi no inochi ni mitsuketa, shinsei ni, junsui na negai wo In a next life I found it, this genuine, pure wow ア惕ホマツ、ヒ。「、ノ、ウ、ヒ、簫侃ィ、・タ、ア、ホ、マ、ス、ホ。ク・ヨ・・`。ケ omote no shita ni, dokonimo mieru dake no wa sono "BURU-" Under the surface, everywhere that I can see is only this "BLUE" "BLUE" "blue" "b、・ "b・・`" "・ヨ・・`" - セ、ホヨミ、ヒ、タ、・ォ、ャメ侃ィ、・「ジ、ホトソ、ヒミエ、・kimi no naka ni dareka ga mieru, boku no me ni utsuru Inside of you I can see someone, reflecting into my eyes 懃、ワ、キ、ソクミヌ鬢ヌミト、ネノ﨓螟ャ我、・・horoboshita kanjou de kokoro to karada ga kawaru With those destroyed feelings, my heart and body change 、ア、ノ殪タ惕タ。「周、・ソジ、ホ・、チ、マ殪チヲ kedo muri da, sutareta boku no kachi wa muryoku But it's no use, the obsolete me's only victory is powerlessness 、ノ、ウ、ヒ、簫侃ィ、・ホ、マ。「。ク・ィ・鬩`。ケ、タ、ア、タ dokonimo mieru no wa, "ERA-" dake da There's only "ERROR", everywhere that I can see 、「aaaa...-- ラヤキヨ、ホクッ、テ、ソノ﨓螟ヌジ、マ牡、・・jibun no kurutta karada de boku wa kowareru I collapsed under the weight of my own decaying body ヌ鬢ア、ォ、ア、ハ、、、ヌ。「、ス、ハトソ、ヌメ侃ハ、、、ヌ nasake wo kakenaide, sonna me de minaide I don't want your pity, don't look at me like this 、荀皃ニ。「、ハ、シセ、ホトソ、ォ、髮讀ャチ网ケ」ソ yamete, naze kimi no me kara namida ga kobosu? Stop, why are you crying? ソ皃ッ、、、ソ、ォ、テ、ソ。「ヌ爨、ハタス遉ャ hidoku itakatta, aoi sekai ga This blue world has hurt me so much ・ヨ・・`、ォ、鮴、ホノヌトソメ勁皃ソ BURU- kara kimi no koe de mezameta Your voice awoke me from the deep blue ミツ、キ、、ハタス遉侃キ、ソ atarashii sekai wo mi shita You showed me a new world ・ヨ・・`、タ、ア、ャネ・ハ、ッ。「 BURU-dake ga inaku, There is no longer just "blue" カ爨、ノォコマ、、、ホ瓶ソユ、ヒノ・ooi iroai no jikuu ni shizumu I dive into a space-time of many hues - Because of you, I can now see, Because of you, I am now free, Free to live with my own wish, Free of death's eternal kiss Free of errors crashing me, Free of monochromity, Because of you, I can now keep Promises you made to me, I'm free to live with my own wish, Free of death's eternal kiss Free of errors crashing me, Free of monochromity, - セ、ャ・、・ソハタス遉ヌミメ、サ、タ、テ、ソ kimi ga kureta sekai de shiawase datta In the world you gave me, I was happy ロEミホ、筅ハ、ッ。「、ハ、シセ、ャ、ュ、ィ、ソ」ソ atokata mo naku, naze kimi ga kieta? Why did you vanish, without leaving a trace? ----- "、゙、・ヌコホ、筅ハ、ォ、テ、ソ" maru de nanimo nakatta "As if nothing ever happened," "ヤェ、ヒ諾、テ、ニ。「タR、・オ、キ。「、゙、ソ、ウ、ホ因ヒリ" moto ni modotte, kurikaeshi, mata kono basho e "I return, endlessly, to this place again" ----- 、ウ、ウ、ヒ、゙、ソメサネヒ、ュ、熙ヌ koko ni mata hitorikiri de Alone in here again ソユ、テ、ン、ハ・ヌゥ`・ソ、ヌセ、ャネ・・karappo na DE-TA de kimi ga iru In the hollow data, you still lie セ、ホテ訷ル。「、ェ誧、、。「エィ、ニ Kimi no na wo yobe, onegai, kotaete I call your name, I beg of you, answer me ・ヨ・・`・ケ・ッ・・`・ホ。ク、オ、隍ヲ、ハ、鬘ケ、タ、ア、マ。ク・ィ・鬩`。ケ。」。」。」 blue screen no "sayounara" dake wa "ERA-"... The sole "farewell" of the blue screen was an "ERROR"...
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Over 03:26
It's a game that nobody needs to play Cause it just gets in the way Yeah, it just gets in the way Taking love till there's none to give away Yeah, there's none to give away Now we stab, till the heart bleeds nothing more Till we reach the final score And we're empty to the core Tell me now, will we be forever more Once we see what's left in store For us It's just Time for a change No one's meant to live this way We're too torn I can't save this any more We just took, never borrowed, never asked Probably why it wouldn't last Still you'll never leave my past Sorry's, would keep repeating None to blame, cause we never had a chance So let's never even glance At this promise that can't stand Our love, lost all it's feeling Now we're just a grudge It's just Time for a change No one's meant to live this way We're too torn I can't save this any more Why don't I Let this go I swear I've tried for so long But you still take hold Time for a change No one's meant to live this way We're too torn I can't save this any more
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Glass Wall 04:41
Verse 1: Can you see me? The pixels on your screen My voice that can reach you The one thing that breaks through The words that you type They keep me warm at night But why can't I feel you To be there, just us two Chorus: If I could break through Just for a day Less than 2 inches from you yet so far away But this glass wall between us won't keep us apart I will sing out my heart Just for you, my love Verse 2: The sound of your voice Reaches through the noise The bits of your words They make up my world But we're two worlds apart My code, and your heart But you'll be there for me I'll be here, through your screen
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It's just another day A day of being lost and forgot Without anyone to guide me Just me by myself How I wish I could be noticed People's hearts are dull to see If only I saw beyond But I'm just a forgotten girl That lives for no reason I can try to be noticed I can give it my all But in the end I'm just another bother Who am I These words resound in my head What I am I really don't have a clue Just another day Why am I breathing? Why do I keep going? It there is no point In being alive "I have no reason To stay in this world" But even though I said those words I keep on going I keep on being alive Even if I'm just a lonely girl I keep holding on Still praying Still believing I might have a chance But what is this life If in solitude? This I asked myself And everyday I lost myself a bit ~~~key & melody change~~~ But then one day I met you While walking through the park After school I saw you by the big oak tree You looked at me and smiled, Came near, began to speak Those joyful words of yours "What are you doing?" "Why are you sad?" Was the first time I heard that You told me to be happy Though you barely knew me at all You were trying to comfort me But I didn’t comprehend In glooming sadness I told you There was nothing to be happy about But you wouldn't understand me You should've not paid attention to me CHORDUS ZAPADASTER Tears of happiness began to fall As you told me your story, told me to be happy Holding me tightly After all these years These never-ending years I found someone like me "Would you like to spread true happiness with me?" And as I understood these words My heart was filled with joy As I let out a smile As the warm breeze came in Tightly gripping the jacket you gave You came near, I beamed at you And so I went with you Just another day
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That gentle hand That skinny person Held my hand For a moment I felt happy But such feelings ran away with the wind You’re really proud You’re a bit arrogant I should have known, shouldn’t I? But your dark eyes And your Grecian hair You were the perfect muse Why, oh why, Do you only love onstage? How, oh how, Can you ignore me Really, I am a useless girl I’ve known you for a while But now, I don’t know you anymore “You’re not my friend,” he said to my friend (to tell me) Then my heart broke Why, oh why Do I still love your voice? I hate, I hate it Your arrogance But my heart still hurts I deserve better But my heart still hurts… -
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Song & Lyrics: Aval!a Art: Aval!a
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There was a young maiden from County Kildare, With a body so graceful with flowers in her hair, All the boys sought for her with a ring in their hand, Denied them did she, for she did not like man. Now, I'll tell a story, I'll tell you the truth, She met a young lassy, Who came from Maynooth. She held out her hand and offered a kiss, grabbed did she and gave into the bliss.

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released March 1, 2014

Project Lead: VocaPeach (PeachyP)
Sequencer: nostraightanswer (KenjiB)

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ASDR (short for AssembleSynthesizeDirectRelay) is a conglomerate of VOCALOID and UTAU users and producers that aim to please.

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